I WISH

I WISH I can take back my name , 

I WISH I can forget about people that hurt me ,

I WISH I can get rid of all the wrong doing I did , 

I WISH I can redo everything with the tools I got now ,

I WISH I can stand up to you and tell you what you did to me , 

I WISH I can travel far away trun my phone off and enjoy life ,

I WISH I can disappear, and come back a whole new person , whole new Body , 

I WISH I can go back in time & tell people I lost how much I love them , 

I WISH I didn’t blame myself so much for shat happen to me in my childhood days ,

I WISH I didn’t always try to carry all the weight even when it becomes to much , 

I WISH I didn’t say everything was my fault , 

I WISH I didn’t always down talk myself , 

I WISH I would of love myself more because half of the shit I went through I didn’t deserve that shit , 

I WISH I can take all these heartbreaks and toss them out , 

I WISH I could control my anger my pain , 

I WISH I can control the way you feel about me ,

I WISH I could control the shit you put me through , 

I WISH I COULD have been walk away , 

I WISH I COULD have been got the strength to leave , 

I WISH I didn’t always have to learn the hard way , 

I WISH it didn’t hurt so much , 

I WISH you wasn’t the one to cut me out of all people, 

I WISH I didn’t let you , 

I WISH I didn’t give you my all , 

I WISH I didn’t change my ways, 

I WISH I didn’t you give you a reason to live , 

I WISH I didn’t change your life , 

I WISH I didn’t have your back , 

I WISH I didn’t ride or die for you ,

I WISH I never met you , 

I WISH I can take back all the years I waste with you , 

I WISH I can go back in time & walk right pass you , 

I WISH I can forget you , 

I WISH I never loved you , 

I WISH I NEVER PUT YOUR NAME ON MY BODY ,

I WISH I never trusted you , 

I WISH I CAN hate you , 

I WISH I can do what you did to me to you , 

I WISH I can cut you , 

I WISH I can rob you for your love & good heart , 

I WISH I CAN put shame on your name , 

I JUST WISH I DIDNT DO HALF OF THE SHIT I DID , 

I JUST WISH I DIDNT PUT UP WITH HALF OF THE SHIT I PUT UP WITH , 

I JUST WISH I WOULD HAVE LOVE MYSELF , 

I JUST WISH I WOULD HAVE PUT ME & MY KIDS FRIST NOT JUST MY KIDS , 

I JUST WISH I DIDNT LISTEN WHEN PEOPLE ME I HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO STAY , 

I JUST WISH I WOULD HAVE LISTEN TO MY GUT A LONG TIME AGO , 

I JUST I WANST FULL WITH REGRETS,