I wish..

You have filled my lungs with your smoke,

You have stained the backs of my eyelids.

When they speak of love, I feel you.

When I close my eyes, I see you.

I wish I could let you go,

I wish this never happened.

I blame you for making me fall for you,

I get so mad when I think of you.

You carry such a beautiful soul, that's what makes me hate you,

Give me a reason to hate you.

God damn I wish I could hate you.