I WISH I WAS ABORTED

Chained and cuffed by shackles of life With no solace or peace. Dark as night,my world was dark Stars so dull and depressing Engulfed by sequential thoughts of life Zooming into my memory I am ravished and taken through torture When i was a clot of congealed blood Why didnt you flush me into a bloodbath Turning your womb into my tomb Rescuing me from tatters of shame and rejection For i resemble a failure of conception A waste of procreation. You died a horrific death giving birth to insanity An alien to humanity A dark soul reciprocating in sorrow Brutal was your last kick In the cold and blunt maternity room Why let an embecile, moron a barbaric figure live Saddening is your last breath for My eyes were open to glance this perilous world I am named by a stranger since you left me nameless Death pivoted your last breath before your last touch on my skin I am the bad omen Rebuked and casted in the lake of fire I am the product of incest A crawling shame to the family I am a bastard A child born in error between a brother and sister A product of a burst condom in a rough sex I am a prostitute An exhibition of diseases Aids, Cancer,name it. A ghost to my family and friends Yet visible and audible Just because I'm a grotesque illegitimate son I don't deserve life I wish I was aborted...