I woke up.

I was smiling and giggling all day, where comparisons didn't matter and it sway, laughing with my dad and mom, somewhere where I can talk about normal stuff just like prom, but then I WOKE UP. I woke up with a loud noise, listening to a voice, Oh, It was my dad again making me wake up early to do his labour as he is alone my saviour. I did everything I could do, I did all the chores at the end of the day I got a blessing that I would become a whore, what was my fault, I kept guessing, was there a problem in my character dressing? I won't be able to do anything in my life, shouted my mom, and I still wish to not pick up any knife, trying to act just like a dom. I am born as a curse my dearest say, what could be worse? me or they. My father wishes to leave me, when I was born, to sit with my siblings alone till dawn. My smile is still the same, but true is rare, I question myself why wasn't I ever treated fair? I laugh a lot to hide, but I never let it slide.