i wonder...........

i find myself half asleep actually more relaxing having a peace of mind laying against a young birch tree feeling the breeze i don't have allergies, therefore, didn't sneeze cool green grass tickling my feet my eyes closed to take in more of the blissful breeze and the touch of the sun's rays beaming on me feeling like a tan in a beach then i heard it a faint breath i heard her smile before her voice i felt her presence gliding in the air so gracefully and divinely i smelled the flowers she would've picked that afternoon my eyes awakes see her walk in the horizon as if it was straight to the sun and as i smiled, it became dark so i ask myself, what now? how am i feeling? your memory faded there was pain that reminds me of you but no longer i'm at a different place a place far away from home