I wonder...

If you think about me when you're alone.

If you remember the conversations where we've talking for hours.

If you look at something and instantly I come to mind.

If you feel anything towards me.

If you know how much I care about you.

If you know how much I cried over you.

If you know that you're the only one I see myself with.

If you really have no feelings for me at all.

If you'd be jealous seeing me with someone who isn't you.

If you feel a sudden thumb in your chest every time I message you first.

If you have a hard time figuring out what to say.

If you would ever see yourself with someone like me.

If I'm really just a friend.

If I'm a friend at all.

If I'm just an aquaintance.

If I'm just someone you happen to sit next to.

If I'm nothing but trouble to you.

If I'm the stress you feel.

If I'm the annoying voice you hear.

If I'm someone you don't love.

I wonder.