i wont mean too

i wont mean to break your heart like you've broken mine. i won't mean to walk away like you've walk away and lefted from the start i wont mean to cry most night from a lost presence like you've cried over your bad habbits i wont mean to grow in your foot steps like you the path you've made for me i wont mean to live confused like you've lived for me to have no purpose i wont mean to act the opposite of what i am because you've taken my innocents i wont mean to be set free from the memories of your dirty embrace like the lies you've whispred in my ears i wont mean to blame myself for actions that've gone unspoken of like the action you've made on me i wont mean to be afraid of the dark like you've been afraid you'll be caught i wont mean to look for myself in other people like you've felt yourself inside of me i wont mean to dream of your death the absense of your life like you've never been here before i wont mean to hate you because of the comparision people have put on us i wont mean to hurt you like they've hurtin us i wont mean to carry your burden like the life you've never lived i wont mean it i promise i wont but i will happen and it has happened the past cant be lefted and the future cant be made and neither are controlled yet