I won’t be this way forever

I won't be this way forever - I say.

One day I'll appreciate the weather,

But just not today. 

I won't be this way forever - I say. 

One day I'll appreciate my senses,

But just not today.

I won't be this way forever - I say. 

I'll drop all my pretences,

My guards and my fences.

Meanwhile, I will lead myself astray. 
 

I won't be this way forever,

I have time to change. 
Of course no one warned me..
Forever was just a second away.