i write the reason i write

I write My mind is racing back and fourth pacing. Should i or should i not that is the question. view my insanity at your own discretion. I wont force you to read my writtings as they bleed onto this page. I do not wish to be idolized or thrown up on the stage. I write for the release of emotion that I hold in all day. The hurtful words that dont say. The anger I dont show or the violence idont bestow no matter how much they earned it . I write for me not you. So dont get it twisted. Your wondering eyes and your judging thoughts wont be missed. I write me.