I'd be his if he asked

I am captivated by his smile , mesmerized by his beauty I am always thinking what would happen if we dated what would happen if we shared the bed called each other names like lovers do, but I guess I'm the only one that feels like this I'd be his if he asked ,but I'm just a friend to him I am someone he calls when he's in trouble even though not everything we do is not "just friends " a good friend ,,I am the one who is at fault we were not supposed to fall in love but I did , and fell harder than I ever did. before but if he asked who cares about the rules if he asked I'd definitely be sleeping at his place will he ever ask ,does he think of me in that way even for a second ? I'd be his anytime he asks