I'd kill for 3 years

3 years

I wasted 3 years

3 years of my heart

3 years of my thoughts

3 years of my efforts

3 years of my smile and laughter

3 years of my time and life

3 years i'd kill to get back

If I were to go back 

I'd redirect my heart

Redirect my thoughts

Redirect my thoughts

Redirect my efforts

Redirect my smile and laughter

Redirect my time and life

Away of the person defined as Nigga

3 years of nothing

3 years of worthlessness

3 years of patheticness

3 years of self hate

I will only apologize to myself for my own naiveness

I will not apologize for loving you...Cause I dont fegret it

I just wish it diddent hurt so much