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I  jsut want to be happy im so bored this quarantine is driving me up a fucking wall there is nothing to do and i masturbate too much i want to be free i want to be rich i want to know what i am doing with my life i still dont even know what i good at i miss my friends i suck at talking to women why am i even typing this idek i just want to be happy i want to live a life worth living my life is so boring im good at NOTHINg i dont even get to play the sport i love and i m stuck in the state with the least job oppourtunnities i cant even relate to my own race due to the fact that i grew up with a whole other race that doesnt even like me my body is ugly my face is asymmetrical idek  if i spelled that right like what the fuck i just want to be rich and ike in an apartmen tin a big city and be with my friends and film videos and have fun and make music and be able to sing and have adventures and  just love life thats all i fucking want please i just want to know what im good at please