If I Could Run to You

I wish I could run into your arms

tell you that I'm in pain,

that I'm scared of losing the man

I knew I want to spend the rest of my life with,

that I'm alone,

that I feel insecure,

that I love you despite the 'what ifs" inside me,

that I wanna scream and let it all out,

that I'm crying while am writing this

but have to look fine and smile

for nobody knows about us, nobody should, and nobody cares,

that I'm tired of thinking,

that I want to hold your hand right now,

that I want to look into your eyes,

that I wanna know that your love is true,

that I'm fine,

if only I could run into your arms