If i die tonight

If i die tonight, its because I've lost all hope. I've lost all hope, because you believe in the dope. You believe it makes you better, better as a person. But look at yourself your problems have worsened. I love you my friend, so I'm proving a point. And by my life being over, you can put down your point. Addiction isn't real, because I remember how I feel. The days I was locked up and was sitting in jail. I remember the feeling of just wanting to shout! The feeling id quit doing drugs if i could just get out... But I'd get out of jail and my friends was still lost. So I would pick up the drugs no matter the cost! I wanted to show them that they was living a lie. Just to do that, I had to take off and fly. Now I'm done trying to take whats not mine. And im giving it up with a rope or a line.