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If I Was A Man

by leahcorcoran

 
Tattoos? Not a chance. 
Can you imagine the weird glance
I’ll receive from future employers? 
Dad once said “tattoos will destroy her” - 
Her, being me. 
Me, being too naive to see.
If only i was a gentleman.
 
 
“Dad, I think I like this guy.”
“Oh do you? Nice try.”
“But dad, I really do like this guy.”
“You will not be with him, say your goodbye.”
“But why, Dad? Why?”
“Because, I deny. 
You must learn how to protect yourself from this guy.”
“Why can’t this guy learn not to take advantage?”
“Because, He’s a man. That’s you’re disadvantage.”
If only I was a man.
 
 
“Daddy, I think I want to pierce my ears” 
“No, not for a few years.”
“Why, Daddy? Why?”
“Because.” he said with a sigh.
He has no reason, it’s her body
But no was the answer, and so she cried.
If only I was a guy
 
“Daddy, do you like this dress? It shows off my shape!”
“Are you kidding me? You’re asking for rape.”
“But Daddy, how am I asking?”
“By showing off your body that you should be masking.”
“But-“ she cried before she could finish her sentence,
“Because.” He said. “You are not a man’s toy.”
If only I was a boy.
 
So, she sat in her room with her journal and a razor,
Maybe next time he could learn to praise her.
But no, she is a girl 
Growing up in a fucked up world.
But now she is not a girl at all
She’s taken her ultimate fall
No longer a woman, not even a man 
A short life set free
If only I wasn’t me.
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<p>Accepting</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>not appreciating your identity</p><p>makes one want to be another</p><p>Attempting to alter destiny</p><p>giving yourself a cover</p><p>you are never who you want to be</p><p>nor do you accept reality</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>living in deception</p><p>You attempt to fool others</p><p>Correction</p><p>you are the only believer</p><p>Only you are the casualty</p><p>of your own deceit</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>fooling oneself</p><p>was never clever</p><p>have you never felt</p><p>It would be better</p><p>if you just accepted yourself</p><p>&nbsp;</p><p>let others think how they want</p><p>say what they like</p><p>You are no longer their victim</p><p>time is the witness</p><p>Their thoughts are their offense</p><p>their words their felony</p><p>their actions are their sentences</p><p>Imprisoned for life</p><p>Or just until they learn to confess</p><p>and accept who you are</p><p>and how you progress.</p><p>&nbsp;</p>

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