If only

If Only

 If only you knew

How much it hurt

If only you knew

How much I cried 

If only you knew 

How much I tried

If only you knew.

What you did 

To me deep down inside 

Things will be different

If only!

If only you knew 

How many times

I tried to hide

If only you knew 

How much I miss you 

If only you knew 

How much I needed you 

But you just lied

And let me die 

From my mind 

Eating me alive!