If Only

If only you knew how much you mean to me, How much I still care. If only you knew that your smile makes my day complete, And your hugs leave me comforted. If only you knew how much I miss you every second that passes me by, And how much I long for your sweet kisses. If only you knew how many times I’ve cried for you, Wishing you were still mine, And how lost and broken I am now that you’re gone. If only I had the strength to carry on. If only you could feel the love I have for you, Surrounding you, Where you can see every bit of it. If only you knew how much I miss hearing you sing, And watching you walk and dance crazily down the street. If only you knew I’m not as strong as I seem, And these walls I’ve built up, Are slowly falling to the ground. If only you knew that, After all we’ve been through, And everything that is yet to come, I will always love you with every heartbeat, Until the very last of my song.