If Only

I love you

Does that make two?

If so, please speak

My knees you make weak

The answer is no?

But, the places we’d go!

We could do so much

I had such a hunch.

Its not me, it’s you?

Can this be true?

The feelings I have

Are not mutual?

Is this just a joke?

Are you being cruel?

No, I will not cry.

Nor will I deny

That this sucks

Thanks so much

Really im fine

Oh, look at the time

Ive got to go

To… I don’t know

I just need to leave

So this awkward can breathe

Im right by the door

Don’t hug me anymore

Im fine, really

Youre being real girly

I dont like your tone

I want to be alone

Goodbye for now

Im off to have a cow

Leave me be

Seriously

I just need to cry

In peace and try

To find what I did wrong

And try to come out strong.