If we went to a better place

It's funny how we could love someone so much that we go through all the pain possible just to seek forgiveness and it all goes to waste. I would admit the wrong guilts that proved me faultless just to make you happy. Why can't you accept my apologies as I accept your sins? As unrealistic as it seems I know life will get better and I know that it will rain in our drought of a friendship. I am reluctant to see through the lines of abstract and seek for better than what we have.