If you knew

Am doing fine all alone am not bragging yet I had to gain confidence Conceince to feel free to tell you remind you Of and I mean days when potion was your thing Those are the days I would wake up and see good morning mine Nkawa maini mtima wako nkaipiga I had all I got till clueless ending of everything If you knew how I got pissed and didn't show If you knew how much I needed you during my tribulations Fuck if you knew how much I loved Am sinking while floating all at the same time Same moment Crocky voice Kwa halisia binti ulinichanganya ukatambua ukantema I mean being a gum once sweetness is over sticked under the table chair If you knew how I was Crying all night long because of you ditched me If you knew how fat am becoming with every single minute that passes I mean mtima Wangu WA piga Jina langu Sio lako If you knew yet now you know ORITI.. FUCK