If you only knew

Missing in action Im down on my knees. Lord please forgive me for all of my wrong doings please. Im not telling im asking. I cant keep this on my mind. Its driving me crazy Im going insane. All I ask for is release like blowing that hot air from my breath when coming up for air. Maybe its like pushing out steam when the job is done and over. Lord please dont leave Im not ready for this guilt. I wasnt built for this hit. I cant live without you it feels like a deep dark pit. ~Without a Trace