(If you're in the past

(If you're in the past then how can your toll booths make profit in the way of my future. As I thought i had departed myself from you but like water seeping through a crack in the wall you seem to find a way. Like a bad habit you were dropped but it was like you were a stranger that I knew in relation to the relationship between a newborn child to its mother. Is it destiny or is it you messing with me? If you don't mind I would like you to remain last in the last memories in my past. It's all behind me so why aren't you? You say you been through but I been through with you. from where we began to be friends comes to those four letters that spells "ends". )