Igniting Feelings

I sit still and wait

my heart wavers through the gloomy nights

I sit still and cry

afraid of my fears igniting

they tell me

to love means to worry

so beacuse I love you

I live my life as a prison

my mind concealed

my eyes asleep

I only think of you

like a blinded fool

but im no fool

because I love you

you are my sense

you are my thoughts

that  convey every message

running through my lips

you are my mother

MOTHER MOTHER MOTHER

no matter how much I call

I still feel as if it is not enough

I need your presence

because it brings the essence to my life

I'm afraid you might leave one day

Sometimes I loose my mind and only pretend to be sane 

Becuase I'm afraid of missing

I'm afraid I might not be able to call your name

Im afraid of

your absence

I'm afraid those beautiful eyes of yours might not be able to  look through mine

I'm afraid I might not hear your comlplaints

So because I love you

I go through life

with thoughts like those imprisioning my mind

my lips concealed

my eyes asleep

 I pray to God That day is far away

the day I fear the most

I pray to God that  you and I leave together

Just because I Love you.........