The Illusion

"I didnt meant to startle you, didnt know that you'd be here, told you to take my hand and follow me, with me you'd have no fear.I said you wouldn't have to worry and for that I apologize. I looked you in your eyes and sold you dreams of forever when I know we should have been never.I can't give you the child that he can and when my heart hurts I don't tell myself to take it like a man.  Yes, I know. I let you down. I tried to make you my queen but we can't both wear the same crown. You deserve a king, a gentle being who which you can start a legacy with. A family, you see? Have yourself some prince and princess in plural.  A heavy feeling like the feeling of me loving you going against my morals. Intensions of showing you real love but how can it be real? Easy its real because the feeling gives you power, well in my eyes. There's invisble clouds in my skies and it pours.How can it be real and its not right? So here's my Dear John out of mind and out of sight."                                                                                                                                                       P.s. I'll Always EVOL UOY