Im Alone

Nobody cares about these poems, not even the editors that look at em'. I'm alone in this world.... no we're alone in this world. nothing is given. I'm in horrible condition but still I proceed to succeed. I write for you to feel sympathy but no sympathy is felt all they see is words and proceed to scroll. The feelings of a person in on a website is hopeless only the ones that are wealthy make it somewhere.. Yes these are my feelings. I've been looked at as if I were a disgusting person but I perceive to be perfect. The fact that nobody is, not even our people who run the world but who am I to judge I look at you and smile.. My smile is very deceiving, am I happy? to you I might be but it's just a mask but still I proceed. One view and one difference is all i need, its all I need to proceed and to succeed but no one knows who will help. I know that one person has my back and that is the Lord. My conscious knows I'm not pure, God knows I'm not perfect, but what he does knows I try, he does knows I love him. But I do feel lonesome, I try, I try, boy do I try but one day I will get the opportunity to look at a person and smile with the soul, one day I will have the opportunity to proceed and to succeed.