i'm cold

3:38pm

(10/20/2019)

AHHH

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH

idontevenknowwhyimsad

ifeelused

i feel used

tear boutta drop.

it’s not even today,

not like someone else hurt me

but i’ve been getting those feelings lately like no one cares

but rae told me some things

and he shared his brain with me

it keeps me calm

those thoughts keep me calm

i wish i felt stable.

hey you poem, you

i didn’t even wanna write you
my brain went “mush mush”

stupid little black bean 

my heart don’t feel weird,

but my body touches my heart

and my brain feels weird

but my brain’s inside. my body 

so it feels weird like my heart

two nights from today

I HEARD the concern in your voice

just like when you talk to nugget

and yell at nugget

look at the bond

i like that love

carrot sticks and … uh um i guess trains ?

brain what do you want

why do you care

i want another poptart

i’m calming down too

k, bye.