I'm The Heart

Hello! Hello? Does anyone hear me. I feel like I'm there but ignored. I pen these words self consciously but I don't know if I'm able to say it. Stop, Please, No. Don't you see you're using me? Abusing me? See- parts of me are bruised. I don't like this feeling but.. I don't think you care. Your simplistic beauty. I love it; I swear. But why is it that i dare to even care? The moments i stare; I hate to look away. I crave you-Your walk,smile,talk, the little things. I wan to drink you in. Never forgetting you. Take you in so much you become a part of me. Stand tall,erect; all of a sudden. Do i look weird? Let me know. Hearts you send my way but I'm confused now as what to say back. It's crazy. I look in your eyes and see the sun even on the rainy days. I want you for me but me for you? Is it right? That's the question I ask all night and day. It seems like Yay! then we hit the drop in the roller coaster and take a loop into wrong. When i like you these feelings are becoming strong. It's getting REAL. It's not usual that I let my feelings take the lead, jump up, then fly. Now i remember why. Because I'm here and not going anywhere. I'm the heart that beats within. But this love is probably just a sin. But like i said- I'm here. BA BOOM! every second. My blood rises. I even skip a beat. BOOM BOOM! I'm not fleshly;I'm within. It's harder to decipher what is what. But I'm complex and i get to be that way. so hahaha you have no control. You barely ever open (ME) up to know all the facets. I'm the Heart and obviously you don't know me. When control is lost over me,its your fault that you didn't listen, train me, guide me, mold me. I'm delicate from the curves to the sharp tip. So learn how to get a grip on me! Before i become broken and unable to be patched up again.