I'm on my way to forgiving you

i am still on my way to forgiving you i will have to at some point in my life or i will start becoming a person who i could never had wanted to be before i am still very sad at what had happened, i will have to forget what you did to me. and i hope you know what you have taken, because when in my room i still cry and plea. in my heart i still love and care about you, i still love to see you smile, laugh, and play. but not in the way one might think i do. the way i need to see you is in Gods way. i have to find the way that He loves you too, cause i'm still on my way to forgiving you.