I'm Not Ashamed of the Things I Have Done
You always say you want the truth...
So I'll provide it
But it won't be easy to understand
Because I don't understand it myself.
Sometimes I hate you.
I just really really really hate you.
And other times I like you a lot...
And maybe, for the first time, it's because I'm in love...
But I don't want to be...
Because I'm not sure how to trust you anymore.
I'm trying.
Please believe that I'm trying!
Because I've never felt this way...
And I've never been this scared before...
We both know that I was just supposed to be a rebound,
So why is this so hard?
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CharrAnn
I'm a singer/songwriter, bassist, writer, artist, actress, a poet maybe (?), and cosplayer. I met Gerard Way on October 4, 2014 and I saw Frnkiero andthe Cellabration on November 18, 2015. I'm currently going to college to major in Music Education! I also met Mikey Way and Ray Toro on May 10, 2017. I've also met Gerard Way two more times!
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