im not that dumb

who do you think you are

you know the extent of my volnerabillity

you are aware that i am but a delecate china doll

yet you expect me to allow you to hold me 

even though i know you WILL drop me and i will shatter into peices

how dare you?

expect me to settle for being next best?

how could you, after  teling me that i am your back up

your "just in case"

your sefety net

what

do you think id be flattered?

that id carelessly fall into your arms and let you sweep me off my feet?

who do you honestly think you are