I'm not good enough

I'm not good Enough

You can tell me all you want I love you, you’re Beautiful  , be mine

No I can't love you until I learn to love myself I'm not good enough for you. I'm not saying you’re better than me it's just I don't deserve you .

I mean later in life If you come out again it'll be a sign but as for now I'm not good enough all I see is your mouth moving & I promise you I won't listen because I'm not like the girls from your past I don't crave your attention.

Anything will go in my right ear & find its way out my left ear. Is that clear enough!

I'm not good enough and I never will until I learn to love myself.

Yet these insecurities are eating me alive.  

When will I learn to love myself if all I'm being judged for being me.