im not home..

im not home..im not here or there...im nowhere im nothing more than a ghost to you..a ghost that haunts you.. a ghost that screams in your ear..but you dont hear my crys... a ghost that stands right infront of you...but you cant see me..why cant you see me? everyday you walk around..and still havnt noticed that ghost that sits in her dark corner watching you live and move on with your life without her... what can i do to make you see that i need you...that im begging you to notice me what will it take for you to hear me... what will it take for these tears that i shed for you to stop...why cant you see me?! why cant you see that im suffering and in pain... please notice me..please make this bleeding stop and tell me you love me... tell me how much you care for me tell me how much you need me in your life please make me into something again..turn me back into a human being... turn this dark place i live in back into a home...make it here or there...i dont want to be nowhere anymore im tired of floating in this cold dark space...where i feel nothing notice me..please