I'm not sorry.

I am so sorry I wasn’t the best for you. I am so sorry this shit was too much for me.

I am so sorry for losing my temper and not being mature enough to keep this shit stable. I am so sorry for being sorry.

You don’t deserve this shit. You don’t deserve my sorry. Why the fuck am I sorry? This is your fault.

I always have to feel bad but no I’m done with this bullshit. I deserve someone better. I deserve happiness.

I deserve someone much better than you. I wasn’t worth shit to you. I fucking knew this bullshit was too fucking bad to last. I am finally free.

Free from your negativity, free from your hate, free from your bullshit. Not once did I ask for this shit.

Not once did I ask for you to be angry, to yell, to hit, to hurt my feelings. You never gave a fuck. Never. So why the fuck do I care so fucking much?

I deserve so much better

I deserve so much better. I deserve a chance to be happy. I deserve a chance to be with someone that will not make me feel horrible for what I say.

I deserve someone who listens. I deserve someone who cares about me and my feelings. I deserve someone who loves me unconditionally.

I deserve someone who shows love to me. I deserve to feel the liberty to choose who I want to love. I don’t want to feel forced.

I want to be in a happy environment. I want to express my love and my happiness with someone. I tried to do everything with you but you just didn’t know.