Im scared

I'm scared

Scared that I might breakdown 

Scared that everyone will leave

Scared that I did something so wrong that I won't be forgivien

Maybe I'm going backwards 

That no one really wants me

I'm scared and sick of everything 

I just wanna be normal again 

To actually live 

But I can't because of this feeling that is trying to eat away my confindce 

I'm trying not to fall back into darkness

So far Im losing the battle 

Many don't think I can be trusted 

I may not be beatiuful, smar, or athelic

But please I don't wanna be alone 

Not again