I'm so sorry for your loss (it's me)

I'm sorry for spying on you. I'm sorry I know you have blue walls in your bedroom. I'm sorry I know that blue is your favorite color. I'm sorry I know the day you born. I'm sorry I payed for your dinner last week. I'm sorry I brought you something personal and you brought me nothing at all. I'm sorry I misconstrued this for more than it is. I'm sorry for texting you at 2:00 in the morning. I'm sorry I remember. I'm sorry your mother likes me. I'm sorry My father likes you. I'm sorry I carved our initials into a tree when we went for a hike. I'm sorry I'm like this. I'm sorry that I'm so afraid. I'm sorry I gave you my all of my time. I'm sorry you never saw my house. I'm sorry you'll never meet my kids. I'm sorry I said we would always be friends. I'm sorry that I would still trust you with my life. It must be really hard for you.