im sorry

Im sorry... you see growing up isnt always easy, you picture yourself growing to be happy

to feel proud of yourself, make your family, yourself proud... but when you get to the point 

your not happy and life seems unfair , you tend to slowly give up.

you wake up thinking its going to be different but its always the same. 

im sorry.. im sorry for not doing what youve asked for disobeying your orders and rules.

life pulled me down just when i thought it was beautiful it proved me wrong, 

im sorry for not being the best daughter for not being the best sister im sorry 

i wish i can change and take back the bad things ive did , life is only a matter of time

and i chose to feel sorry, i try and i still get put down i prove i show actions and

still im doing wrong. 

why me? why do i feel worthless, why do i feel bothered by YOU not apolagizing to me 

its not me who should just be sorry , its you my life is like this because of you too ! 

i love you no matter what but youve hurt me in ways you dont know ,

but youll never apologize so ill just leave this here, goodbye