I'm sorry...

I'm sorry mom and dad, that I've hurt you so many times..

With words and actions I did

How many times I tried to overdose myself with pills or cut deeply in bed at night

Crying to sleep at 3 am

I'm sorry family, that I wasn't there on birthday parties and didn't wanted to go to family events like christmas

Instead of being with you I isolated myself in my room and cut my arms

I'm sorry grandparents, I almost forgot about you

Not visiting and only thinking about my problems

Didn't wanted to bother you about where I go through

I'm so sorry important teachers Anthony, John,Victor and Ilse,

For getting hours of your time while I still felt the same after and guilty about how hard you all tried to save me

I appreciate it the way you care, but I couldn't do it longer

The only thing I could was failing more in your eyes

I'm so sorry doggy Floor, that you've seen me upset so often and needing to comfort while you didn't had to

At last I'm sorry God, Your made me but It was such a waste...

I'm so sorry goodbye