I'M SORRY

I'm sorry i couldn't send you my naked photos,

we already got & saw each other naked head to toes,

you had to get the nudes from elsewhere.

I'm sorry i was never a porn-star,

couldn't give you a three-sum like a porn-star,

did i humiliate you for that? hope i didn't.

I'm sorry i never paid you for getting laid,

not even a penny, for all the love we made,

and you had to get money from elsewhere.

I'm sorry i remained financially flattened on figures,

as your bank account over-flowed with figures,

and i was comfortable with that.

I'm sorry i couldn't afford expensive gifts for you,

and you got enticed by other gifts delivered to you,

said they were just friends and forgot love is for two.

I'm sorry you had to lie about miscarriage,

and get rid of our unborn kid,quite an outrage,

oh! how proud i was of what we bore.

I'm sorry i wasn't +20 years older than you and wealthy,

how could you start life from scratch and get wealthy?

what could you have inherited from a "poor" guy?

I'm sorry we both were born black,

you yearned for a white guy not black,

i guess like poles never attract.

I'm sorry i had to swallow my pride,

n watch you hail insults at me with pride,

"immature big kid","a drama king", you lied.

I'm sorry your beautiful eyes revealed your secrets,

still pointed the finger at me to hide your secrets,

you eavesdropped words from my tongue.

I'm sorry i loved you with all my heart,

thought it was true love n i got hurt,

oh! how i apologized for your mistakes.

I'm sorry you had to walk away from me,

even after you betrayed and heart-broke me,

your mask really fell off, how could you be loyal?

I'm sorry i spilled the beans in a poem.