I'm Tired

I'm sick and tired of how I've been feeling lately

I'm sick and tired of everyone that hates me

I'm sick and tired of all the blame

I'm sick and tired of feeling ashamed

I wish I wasn't like this I really do

I just cant shake this feeling

The feeling that I dont know what to do

I dont know how to handle this

There's so many problems in my life

I'm just confused

Lately I've been depressed for no reason

But there are reasons I guess they're just secret

And this is killing me I really hate this

It seems like everyone's always mad at me

They say I have problems expressing how I feel

But in reality they never ask me

They just laugh at me

Like I'm joking

But if I'm being real I'm just broken

They say "If you think about it there really are good things in life It's the little things that count"

Yeah I know that's what counts

But my mind and my heart counting up everything else, I guess

I'm just tired of this