I'm Tired

Socially tired

Spiritually exhausted

Physically drained

Basically I’m tired

Tired of thought and thinking

Tired of problems and solutions

Tired of ups and downs

Exhausted of trying

Exhausted from the running

Exhausted of the shortcomings

Drained from all of what I have done

Drained from all that I have tried

Drained form my life

Drained by people

I’m tired of the ones I care about

I’m tired of thinking about people

I’m tired of believing in people

And so on this note I plan to leave this earth

I plan to leave everything behind

I plan forget and never forgive

I plan to just contradict my life

I plan to climb up that mountain and just drop

Fall off and just never stop

All I want you to do is watch me

Watch me as I grow my wings

Watch as I fly up and grab a hold of my life

Watch me as I dive into the ground

As I snatch that fox of fate

As I consume it and become something else

As I become my future carved from my past

As I cover my weaknesses with more strength

So just watch me

Watch as I fly

But for now I’m just tired

So I plan to sleep

I plan to just …………