Imagine that

Imagine that you born in a room with lights , 

Imagine that they passing you to your mother , 

Imagine that you looked down & seen she wasn’t to happy to see you , 

imagine that it was always people around you but you wasn’t never there , 

imagine that you went the hospital to straight to foster care , 

Imagine that going up in the system you man touching you , 

Imagine that you was to young so you couldn’t really explain what was happening,

Imagine that you going through that at the age six , 

Imagine that it didn’t stop there , 

Imagine that when you went home to your mother that everything will be okay , 

Imagine that while your mom boyfriend at work his touching on you , 

Imagine that your mother boyfriend takes his dick out every morning In make you open your mouth , 

Imagine that he Poking you with a thumbtack making you open your mouth , 

Imagine that once your mouth is open he now entering his dick in your mouth , 

Imagine that now his your mouth his starts to fuck your mouth & grab on your Titties , 

Imagine that he will keep fuckin your mouth until he nut , 

Imagine that he pulls down your pants and start eating you out , 

Imagine that you yelling and yelling but he won’t stop no matter how much you scream and bite , 

Imagine that you was so afraid that you started acting out in school , 

Imagine that your own mother didn’t believe you , 

Imagine that your own mother said you lieing , 

Imagine that your own mother choose her boyfriend over you , 

Imagine that things was okay for awhile because my mom and her boyfriend broke up , 

Imagine that you move started going to a new school in a new town , 

Imagine that you had no choice but you go to your father house every other weekend, 

Imagine that your father house soon became your house , 

Imagine that you think you safe you think it’s over , 

Imagine that you think it’s okay to be a kid then , even though you was a trouble kid , 

Imagine you didn’t fit in because your father wife kids didn’t like , 

Imagine that they always treated you unfair , 

Imagine that they always make you feel like an outcast , 

Imagine that one night your step brother decide he wanna come in the room get in the bed with you , 

Imagine that he wanted to pull your pants down ,

Imagine that he slide his hands in your pussy, 

Imagine that you ask him to stop but instead he said he was gonna tell my dad I was cursing , 

imagine that I’m still asking him not to do , 

Imagine that I keep bringing up his girlfriends , 

Imagine that there was nothing I could do , 

Imagine that he put his dick in me , 

Imagine that he started fucking me as I’m asking him to stop , 

Imagine that I’m begging him to stop , 

Imagine that I’m telling him I got school in the morning , 

Imagine that he came in me , 

Imagine that he did this every night , 

Imagine that at 13 I pop up pregnant, 

Imagine that I had to explain why I’m pregnant, 

Imagine that I’m trying my best to tell my step mother that it’s her son baby , 

Imagine that she thought I was lieing and I was only saying that because I want her son , 

Imagine that you have to live with that everyday , 

Imagine that nobody believed you , 

Imagine that everybody think you made it up , 

Imagine that you went down the wrong hill after that , 

Imagine that you didn’t care about your father getting custody because you didn’t want the baby , 

Imagine that your father trying to make you be a mother at 14 , 

Imagine that you hated life , 

Imagine that you started running away , 

Imagine that you got punish more , 

Imagine that you got hated more , 

Imagine that you got black eyes nose bleeds , 

Imagine that your father always whoop your ass like you was a niqqa , 

Imagine that your father was the first man who broke your heart , 

Imagine that your father was the first person you told them you hated them , 

Imagine that it was easy for your step brother to get your ass whoop , 

Imagine that your step brother was allow you beat up anybody you talk to or date , 

Imagine that you didn’t have nobody to stand up for you , 

Imagine that you had to deal with all that alone , 

Imagine that you couldn’t call on your mother or father when felt at your lowest , 

Imagine that as a kid you had to take on the role as a grown up when came to pain , 

Imagine that as a kid you feel as though all the weight is on your shoulder ,

imagine that a kid you did all you can to help your parents, 

Imagine that as a kid you always had to reach out to your parents, 

Imagine that as a kid you had to go to your parents they wasn’t coming to you , 

Imagine that you get kidnapped & you can’t call on nobody that one person you didn’t wanna call you called , 

Imagine that you came home & went to your mother , 

Imagine that everything was okay for the first to weeks , 

Imagine that your mother always putting you out , 

Imagine that your mother always going around town telling people you left your daughter , 

Imagine that you really thought your mom was going to be this time , 

Imagine that you felt bad that she didn’t raise you and you wanted to give her a chance , 

Imagine that you didn’t think she will fuck when it came to your daughter,

Imagine that you got on your feet and your mother still gave you the run around , 

Imagine that your mother still left the state with your daughter after she knew you wanted to keep her , 

Imagine that your own kept telling your own mother you was tried of fighting depression alone , 

Imagine that every time you reach out to your mother or father it was excuses why they couldn’t be there when you needed them the most , 

Imagine that you got nobody to talk to about what’s going through your mind , 

Imagine that every time you get pregnant you get  traumatizes you get scared , 

Imagine that every time you close your eyes you see a man over you , 

Imagine that in your dreams you always getting killed , 

Imagine that everyday you live you just wish you was dead.  

Imagine that everyday you live you just mother and father will come around and be there for you , 

Imagine that all you ever wanted all your life was a relationship with your mother & father , 

Imagine that you wish you can call your mother anytime you feel lost or hopeless , 

Imagine that sometimes you just wish you can go home & get a hug & get told that everything is going to be okay , 

Imagine that all you wanna do is cry to your mother & father , 

Imagine that all these years you been suffering & you tried of begin of suffering, 

I mean can you really imagine that , 

I mean can you really imagine what I’m going through , 

Can you really imagine what I been through , 

Can you imagine all the fears I have , 

Can you imagine how hard it’s been for me to be happy, 

Can you imagine how many times I try to take my own life because I got tried of feeling hopeless , 

Can you imagine how hard I kept grinding even when I wanted to give in , 

Can you imagine how many nights days I was alone , 

Imagine that you was scared of what tomorrow will be because of what happen today , 

Imagine that you scared for another birthday because I what happen your last birthday , 

Imagine that you was scared to walk down a street because I what happen to you in a house on that block , 

Imagine that you scared to even go back to a town because you scared for you life , 

Imagine that somebody always put your life in danger ,

Imagine that you believe everybody that ever told you they loved you , 

Imagine that you open your legs for any man that said you was pretty , 

Imagine that for a long time you had very low self esteem, 

Imagine that for a long time you didn’t love yourself , 

Imagine that you just layed down with anybody , 

Imagine that when you got lost you went to drugs & stripping 

Imagine that times got so bad that you end up falling for a pimp , 

Imagine that he tried to make you sell your body then beat you up when you don’t sell your body , 

Imagine that it very hard you to get away from this man because he was always on your ass , 

Imagine that you was never safe in your life , 

Imagine that every niqqa you dated just wanted to abuse you , 

Imagine that everybody just wanted to used you , 

IMAGINE THAT