IMPLORE

I'm a cheater; I admit I'm a cheater; and I'm ill with cheat ache I'm a cheater; but in these wrongs my love for you is deeper I'm a cheater; hear my plea, for this heart bleeds I cheated; I know you are disappointed This is not a justification, it is a condemnation of what I did I'm sorry for making you look insane; even when I knew your suspicions were right all along I saw your tears and grieve, but my infatuated spirit was just headstrong I'm sorry for the pains I'm sorry for the times I had to leave you all alone, through those sleepless night While I lay closer to another; which wasn't right I'm sorry for not returning your calls I'm sorry for letting the trust you had fall This is not meant to say goodbye But if goodbye is the punishment; then I can't ask Why I want to right all those wrongs I want to be for you and you alone I want to wipe the tears I made you cried My heart is heavy; how did I even hurt a harmless soul ? How did I have the ego to pay Love with Cheat ? - Should I blame it on my imperfections?; No, I'm not the only imperfect one I was just carried away and took your love for fun This was meant to teach me a lesson ; that a romantic love should be share with just one person And now, I have come to appreciate love; and you are the reason For what it's worth; I Implore