Indebted

Indebted to a moment of clarity,

oddly pulling me closer to a line. 

I was primitive then, so ignorant, and paleolithic, and certainly behind. 

Burdened by the proof that I was a monster. 

I am still left here to wonder in this scenario, 

this one massive and primordial scenario, 

how I might continue to push this mind right across the lines, 

and to run along with it. 

I am indebted to these odd moments of clarity, 

and now I have my shot to win this time. 

I am indebted.