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I want to be alone,

Trapped in my own mind.

But i don't want to be alone,

Without you by my side.

I want to talk,

Tell you what's going on.

But I don't want to talk,

Scared to open up.

I want to hold you

 And never let go.

But I don't want to hold you, 

Because then 

My real feelings will show.