Indented Impact

Once I was a tissue who never redeemed the proper sincerity of an “I miss you” People say it as if we haven’t talked in a while but when asked “what they want” the normal reply received is an intimidating wow. Catching everybody’s tears and post relationship breakups nowadays I’m thrown away saying hi but I barely get a what’s up. Next, the shoulder, from being one to entrusting it as a headrest. Stabbed by the duller end of the blade, disappearing acts? Yeah they performed those the best. Overnight convos was their favorite time killer, a story which I didn’t have exclusive rights to because nobody watched the fillers. A tool, when life couldn’t be handled I became the leaning handle handling hugs that weighed a handful. A placeholder, my arms were globally totaled they felt two hundred ton boulders. Add up all the ones who used them, good luck finding a total. A listening ear, keeping everyone tame remaining humble yet opinionated, while their troubles were being ventilated. The neutron targeted by positive and negative ions, itching to say bye but no soon as I gave good advice they were long gone. Never have I been nor will I ever be an exception constant no’s means signing the terms and agreements checking yes accepting rejection. Is it over? Isn’t enough acceptable anymore? Greedy graham crackers cindering good marshmallows wondering why there aren’t any smores. Happy now? This is what you did to me, I risked a valuable asset like a sucker living rent free. Treasuring every emotion during my exciting moment covering my tracks so you won’t see where I’m going. Do you hate me yet? Well, I hate myself, because the vein leading to my heart is bleeding on your top shelf