Indescribable feeling

Each day I lie. 

I say I'm okay when I'm really not. 

I want to cry but I know I shouldn't. 

I know I'm stronger than this. I know I can face this on my own. 

But there are days when I just want to cry. 

I guess I cry too much since tears can't come out anymore.

I know I'll be okay though... I just don't know when...