Inevitable Heartbreak

I don't always find the right words to match the situation. 

So I let it mellow away instead of fighting devestation.

The more I try the more it backfires on me.

So do I leave or do I stay and make you cry?

I die inside knowing I'm the cause of all your tears, your nights of pain and all your stress.

It's all my fault, that's all I've done.

A mess I've done, your heart I left in a web of broken spun.

I'll get out of your way, see

cause by this time you hate me.

Our relationship has gone from good to bad in a matter of days.

There's ups and downs, now usually more downs than ups.

I've caused you to fall,but then I'd pick you right up.

I'm sorry but our situatuion turned so corrupt that I can't do that anymore.

I cannot hurt you anymore if I'm not there.

I just want to tell you that for you I really, really cared.