Infinite Nevers

I don't understand it

You have a way of toying with me 

We know I can't have your loving

God's been throwing my heart away

For a long time and i'm just now starting to feel the pain

And if I do ever get over you 

Ah sugar that'll be the day

Cause i'm tired and tired of being depressed 

Your smile shakes me and breaks me but oh I must contest

Cause if you were to find out about me 

Then you'd start to piece the theories

Plugged in your head that I love you

and i want you to want me the way that I love you

I can't bear not to have you near me

Unable to hold

Unable to love 

I'm going crazy

Isn't it crazy how things turn around

I was a happy little child 

but my soul left me like I spat on the ground

You profill me

You energize me

Loving after the dark

With picnics in the park

Is only the tip of the iceberg

When you walk by my aisle of life

I dream the dreams if only i could hold her

Soon they'll realize 

This love is no false sense of admiration

Your'e an idol to me 

The latest sensation

For a long time God's been throwing my heart away

And If I do ever get over you

Ah sugar that'll be the day