The Inhibition of my mind & Body...
And I think my heart
is pushing me to dive deep into your warm pool of LOVE.
It seems destined, at this point in time;
The way your lips form to say sweet luring words.
The way your body yarns for me and mine for yours.
The look in our eyes
as though forever will hold us
and mark this our time, our day, our month, and our year
our Anniversa-History :-/
As I take my time to get relaxed, prepared, and ready
Your body & facial gestures alert me
an impatient calamity is about to happen
not understanding the tension in your body mechanism
I pull back
And begin to race through my mind
grasping for time to think this through.
My conscious kicks in...
I forgot to kneel down and pray
since our start....
I forgot to be certain, correct,
parallel to scripture,
equally yoked to you my brother (Sister).
Reality hits and I am saved
from disgrace by HIS mere grace.
Never having to taste the bare fruit
of Adams apple.
Never having to see the world
from eyes that went before me;
Rose petal glasses
Remaining a romantic poet
waiting and praying
for my GOD-sent Armor
to take me and be wedd me.
Reminding me of this day that never happened
Promising me a forever first
in a Romantic poetic GOD-fearing twisted way....