Inner Turmoil

I am running out of time I am young but I am old There is so much on the line My blood is running cold What will I be How will I know what to do I just want to be free And not care what I do I have to be successful I have to be smart I cannot be fearful And I cannot fall apart They are all waiting They are all watching Some of them are hating but most of them are gawking I have a long way to go but I am almost done I finally have a place to go I feel as though I have won Nothing can stop me now Fear I must overcome Only time can tell me now If I like who I become